I was going to delete the first post of this series.. But as I read it, I realized that I should keep it because it's all true. I just thought it in the wrong context.
So, i'll add to it.
Not everyone is against you. In fact, almost no one is. You have control over yourself, and your feelings, you just don't realize it. You don't think before you act, and while you're acting like a total idiot, you're not listening, or thinking at all.
Learn to calm down, and don't look at every arguement as 'this is going to be bad'. You're setting yourself up, and then you are right, it will be bad. It could cost you one of the most important friends you've ever had. It probably already has, but.. That's another thing..
Learn to have some faith in your real friends.. They go through hell because of you. And they don't have to.
Maybe this time, i'll learn..
And I hope maybe I can be forgiven. And I hope they know that they mean more to me than I really show.
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